The anniversary of Dads death is coming up quickly… Nov 26th to be specific.
Im starting to feel it already… The sadness is creeping in slowly, little by little, like a thick fog.
Do I just take it in? Feel the sadness? Shed some tears??
Or do I go with the norm..hold it in? be strong? try to forget??
I don't feel like this about my mom this far away. A few days before maybe. but not a month.
Maybe because its the first year. or the way he died. I haven't been to the grave yet. I don't think I want to go, but then I think I should.
My plan is to get a tattoo for him on the anniversary . I don't know if it will make me feel better, but at least I will have physical pain to go along with the pain in my heart.