I don't want to say that I couldn't live without him, in a sense that I would die if we didn't get back together.
My life was not the same. It always felt like something was missing, even though I had a boyfriend too. My life was essentially up side down, and i always felt like nothing was quite right, like I couldn't put my finger on it. There was an emptiness that was always there, even if I didn't acknowledge it at all times.
I felt and acted like everything was ok and I had it all together, but truth was I didn't. I THOUGHT I did too.
I didn't figure it out till Feb. 15th of 2009, when it all came together, and I am so happy it did.